Anyway, back to the question, am I happy? Are you happy? I would say, despite whatever is happening at the moment, I can say I am happy. Yes, my life is not the perfect life. But who's life is perfect? No body. What makes me happy is the fact that am surrounded with the people that I love the most. Who are they? My parents, my dear husband Albert, my relatives (cousins, aunties, uncles, nephews and nieces), best friends (they're the people I considered really close to : Carla, Carol, Amelyn, Mita, Ing-Ing, Ellen, Julia and Alice) - I don't meet them everyday but I think the nice thing is the fact that I could always feel close to them as if we're never apart whenever I meet them. I don't feel awkward and I still feel really2 close and can tell them everything.
As with my life, I live in comfort (provided by my lovely parents). Yes, it's not the glamorous life where I can buy whatever I want and buy those branded stuff whenever I want. No, it's not. But it's not like I find them essential :) I do have to admit that I like them sometimes, but my life does not depend on them. I love cute and casual things that doesn't cost a fortune as well. And dats happiness I think. Being able to have and wear the things that I really like which doesn't always be expensive and branded. My life is provided with enough food, good shelter (a comfy bed that I can always sleep at night), not having to worry about money at all (it's not like I have A LOT so I don't have to save.. of course not...) - I do have to save :)
I have a job that I love (well, most of the time). Being able to work with my husband and doing something that I like (marketing and design) is a gift. Not a lot of people like their job but they have to do it because they need the money. I have such a luxury and I really appreciate it.
What else would I want? Well, my life is not that perfect so that I have nothing else to want. I wish it is.. but that what makes life interesting huh? The thrills, the problems, the boundaries... otherwise, you won't appreciate your life anymore. First of all, the thing that I want the most if so my mom would recover from her sickness. That would be my ultimate want :) Second, I would like more time that I can spend to design stuff ^^ More time to do my hobby and passion :) Third, I want my family to be very happy and healthy ^^
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